No happy birthday after 8 years with her

She broke up with me 5 months ago because she didn’t love me anymore. I celebrated my last 8 birthdays with her and now she didn’t even wished me happy birthday.

I never liked my birthdays, but I loved celebrating with her because she was so happy for me and she always made sure that it was a special day for me, apart from the last one where she was quite cold.

This is the first time I’m celebrating without her and this makes me so sad. I just wanted to know that I came across her mind today and she was able to put her ego aside. Maybe she doesn’t even remember that it’s my birthday… silly me.