The final ray of hope is lost

I've been an outcast from a very young age and I had been forever alone until I met this girl online and we were in a long distance relationship. I wanted to go meet her and start a new life with her but her parents are really strict and they found out about us. Took her phone away and we haven't been in contact since.

Time to accept this fact ig, I might never heard from her ever again, these feelings won't go away and I'll die alone. I still love her with all my heart and it just hurts.

I'm sorry for my bad English I'm not a native speaker.