How do people actually survive like this?

Hello everyone, I'm on the toilet for the 23rd time tonight urinating 3 drops at a time and I haven't slept in 19 hours.

Seriously, how do you guys do it? How does anyone get through life with this?

The never ending pain, the constant dismisall from doctors (The only people who can help you), the hate your family has for you for "Lying" and being "Lazy" when you are screaming in searing pain in the middle of the night.

How do you guys do it? I can barely leave my house, I can't work and I don't think I will ever be able to. My only hope is that I will be moving to an EU country soon. How is the disability situation there?