I’m so stressed

I’m 20 year old cook mainly handling pizza, starters, desserts, and the spa menu

I have constantly a lot to do with little time to do so,, making and rolling dough, cutting cold cuts, remixing the icecream in the machine (not pacojet, traditional), baking lady fingers and so on

On top of this, we’re having a big switch of staff, 4 people are being fired for reasons i can’t bother to explain in this post and being replaced so everyones more pissed than usual..

I’ve just recently gotten more stuff thrown at my station because everyone else just wanna throw more at the youngest so they don’t have to do it and it’s getting overwhelming and so I’ve brought it up to my km a few days ago

Now I finally got to be off for 3 days and really needed the rest, until i got voice message after voice message about how they don’t have enough prep from me and I should’ve done more than what’s available and so on

I completely got a panic attack from this combined with the previous stress and crashed completely

I called up my km and he very quickly told me it’s fine and he will talk to them

No more messages after that but I’m honestly sort of horrified of returning to work..