Why do they get to be happy

It honestly makes me so angry and heartbroken that both of my exes, who emotionally tortured me, get to move on so easily. They destroyed me with their lies, manipulation, gaslighting, and emotional games, and yet they’re out there living their lives, being happy, getting into new relationships like they didn’t leave me completely shattered. It’s not fair. I hate that they’ll probably never face the pain they caused me. They don’t lose sleep over it. They don’t sit with the trauma every day like I do. They don’t have to rebuild their self-worth from the ground up.

Meanwhile, I’m left here trying to piece myself back together fighting through the flashbacks, the trust issues, the constant replaying of every moment trying to understand what I did to deserve it. I didn’t get closure. I didn’t get anything. I got silence, abandonment, and the impossible task of healing from wounds I didn’t ask for. And what hurts even more is that sometimes, it feels like the universe just lets people get away with treating others like they’re disposable. I’m angry, I’m hurt, and deep down, I just want it to make sense because right now, it feels like it never will.