i feel so depressed and i'm trying not to.

my aunt passed away from dementia this week.

we were so close.

i was her caregiver for a year, before she got so sick that she needed a higher level of care.

i feel this emptiness in my heart. this void. this consistent dysthymia.

i don't know. i hope it gets better. i'm over it.

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