I felt like a caught a glimpse of something

Not as vivid now as it was last night but it was a mix of a lot ketamine, coke, and xtc but towards the end my consciousness turned off, I see everything unfold, my mind went out of itself, a screen turning off, and it was an endless white space. I can describe it as being an unraveled rubick’s cube. It felt like my brain was having a million orgasms, finding that the answer to the question was that the question did not matter. It was visceral, almost felt like the drugs caused a glitch, and I had a peak behind the curtain into what was real for a moment.