Proof of happier times in old videod

I'm watching some year old content on YouTube since I only have that for social media and she doesn't seem to post there anymore. Anyway, she was so much happier! Her and Kyle used to do Q&As all the time with their take out dinner and talk about stuff, and man, she just seemed so much happier and engaged and even mentioned that it was a weekday so she wasn't drinking this time. Imagine! I wonder if living at her mom's house is slowly killing her. I know it would me. Or does she regret moving to England all together but could never say it out loud?