I did it!!!
Went in for an induction I was already 2cm dilated and 80% effaced so straight to pitocin after a few hours my water ruptured on its own, after that I could not handle the contractions so I got the epidural and it was an absolute godsend. I advanced from 4cm dilated to 9cm in 4 hours then it was 30min till go time. After 30min of active pushing baby girl is here and I can't believe she's actually here! She's so perfect and beautiful and the best thing I have ever made in my life.