Heart broken or mind lost

This is really my first post on here. But I just need to say some stuff that comes to my mind in hope this is pretty anonymous because I don’t want this to get back to the person I’m gonna talk about because I believe it will be for her future, she was the most kind hearted woman I have ever met, she made me feel like I was worth so much and helped me out of one the hardest parts of my life she always had my back always had a smile would just hug me to make me feel her heart against mine I love and will always love her.

We ended up breaking up because of long distance we used to go to the same college than I eventually dropped out but when I found her she made my life so much more and we didn’t want to give up on each other, we used to always make it a goal to see each other on the weekends yes it was a 2 hour drive but she was so worth it I even would go down during the week and have to get up at 4:30 to get to work early enough for me to get a little nap before hand. But as time went on the long distant got a lot harder and eventually went from maybe I’ll see you this month or the next one and it was definitely more straining on my mental health because I’m not the best texter but I loved seeing this woman’s eyes her lips her everything

We decided tho for the benefit of our futures it would be best if we just separated and focused on the next thing in life and it sucked because leading up to this we weren’t talking to much and I wish I said so much more to her just to make her know that I want to go on together I don’t want someone else to have you. But fuck it I’m gonna try to live life alone for a bit

If you see this, I hope your future is as beautiful as you are