Really anxious and scared about the recovery

Getting all of my 4 teeth extracted in 6 days. All of them are retained and haven't been causing issues, but one side has already been growing higher so my dentist advised to remove them now before they cause problems at bad timing.

I don't give a shit about the procedure since I'll be in twilight sleep. Its the recovery that's making me really scared. I don't want to be in pain all the time and be anxious about getting something stuck in there. I'm already getting depressed just thinking about it, I think that will be the worst time of my life.

Imma be taking sick leave for probably 2 weeks, so I can just do whatever I want at home. But that doesn't change the fact that I'm gonna have a really bad time and idk how to cope with that, I dont think I'll be able to handle it mentally.

I would say I'm really well prepared. I got syringes, anti bacterial mouth wash (dentist told me to get it), got my food ready, got anti bacterial tea, gonna be taking antibiotics and ibuprofen 600. I just hope thats enough.

I can barely think straight since the appointment was set. I'm crying a lot because it's such a nightmare...I don't wanna do this :(